I was very close to disintegration once, this is why I can endure many things now.
I broke up with my ex-boyfriend when I was truly convinced there was nothing left for me beside him, when I realised the balance will always be inclined towards unease and frustration with him. It was when I begun to understand I do not deserve all the weight of my past mistakes, an emotional illness that I am working hard to recover from & the relationship itself stacked upon my shoulders that I was able to step away telling myself: I tried enough, may my heart of hearts be kind to me from now on. may I allow myself to see the world reflect back the light i believe is inside of everything.
© AleCat 2017